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J-Hei's Poetry

Boys Like You - JJ Taylor

I was told 
To stay away from boys like you 
You know the ones that 
Manipulate, exasperate girls 
Just to get what they choose 

So here we are 
I'm all alone with a boy like you 
And here you go with the 
Specially, overused moves 
Just to get what you choose 
And I may not refuse 

I’m calling you out 
But don’t you go now 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I want you right now 

So 
Just follow my roll 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I need you right now 

Oh I have found 
That more often than not these boys 
Are too afraid to get up and make a move 
And I’m getting sick of sitting and waiting on em 

So here we are  
Your all alone with a girl like me 
And I’m thinkin’ that this was meant to be 
Such fantasy 
And I’m gonna get what I chose 
And you will not refuse 

I’m calling us out 
But don’t you stop now 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I want you right now 

So 
Just follow my roll 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I need you right now 

[Instrumental] 

Boys like you  
And girls like me 
Were truly meant 
To be 

I’m calling us out 
But don’t you stop now 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I want you right now 

So 
Just follow my roll 
Cuz’ you got me like wow 
And I need you right now

Empty Houses - Jade Taylor

Look at all the empty houses 
Linin’ round and down the streets 
Look at all the empty houses 
Nothing but things to feed the beasts 

But oh no 
Wuh oh 
The bombs went off 
It’s time to go 

Oh wuh oh 
Oh no 
They’re lead by men who 
Do not show 

Look at all the empty houses 
Linin’ round and down the streets 
Look at all the empty houses 
Finding hope through lives diseased 

But oh no 
Wuh oh 
They’ve gone too far 
We gotta go 

Oh wuh oh 
Oh no 
The thieves have found 
A place to roam 

But oh no 
Wuh oh 
The bombs went off 
It’s time to go 

Oh wuh oh 
Oh no 
They’re lead by men who 
Do not show 

Look at all the empty houses 
Lined with cracks and shattered glass 
Look at all the empty houses 
Some boarded up when still intact 

Look at all the empty houses 
They walk away and won’t come back 
Look at all the empty houses 
Empty for fear of attack

Fireflies - J-Hei Taylor

Autumn leaves fall off the trees 
Into my hands 
Seems like fate has brought you to me 
To teach me about life 

How it lives 
How it can end 
But you can't give up hope 
You must give it a chance 

Don't let the dark shy you away from your dreams 
'Cuz you can shine brighter than you think 
You've got it all in the palm of your hand so 

Light up the dark 
Consume the night 
Fill up the sky 
Like fireflies 

Oh oh oh oh oh oh 

Raindrops rush down my face 
Onto the ground 
Feeding flowers and trees all the same 
While teaching me about life 

How it gives 
How it can take 
But you can't give up hope 
You must keep the faith 

Don't let the dark shy you away from your dreams 
'Cuz you can shine brighter than you think 
You've got it all in the palm of your hand so 

Light up the dark 
Consume the night 
Fill up the sky 
Like fireflies 

Oh oh oh oh oh oh 

When the world seems dark 
And you've lost who you are 
You must look to the light 
Be the firefly 

Don't let the dark shy you away from your dreams 
'Cuz you can shine brighter than you think 
You've got it all in the palm of your hand so 

Light up the dark 
Consume the night 
Fill up the sky 
Like fireflies 

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Rise Up! - Jade Taylor

Oh no 
Oh wow 
I’m sorry dear 
You let somebody down 

If only there could be someway 
To change the way it all came down 
Crumbling down 

Oh why 
Oh how 
Now your heart aches 
But you won’t make a sound 

If only there was something 
You could do to make them see it too 
See it too 

But that’s life 
(Rise up) 
You fuck up but then you get it right 
(Rise up) 
It takes a while pushing through is vital 
(Rise up) 
But when you conquer them you will inspire 
(Rise up) 
And can’t you see just how much you’ll acquire 

(Rise up) 
I fucked up but then I got it right 
(Rise up) 
It took a while I was suicidal 
(Rise up) 
You can do anything 

Make the change 
To rearrange 
Let go of pain 
Keep up the game 

Until you 
Rise Up 

Oh wow 
So proud 
Picked yourself up 
And now you stand your ground 

If only there was something 
You could do to make them see it too 
See it too 

So wise 
Oh how 
You learned to live 
So life won’t knock you down 

If only there was something 
You could do to make them see it too 
See it too 

Cuz that’s life 
(Rise up) 
You fuck up but then you get it right 
(Rise up) 
It takes a while pushing through is vital 
(Rise up) 
But when you conquer them you will inspire 
(Rise up) 
And can’t you see just how much you’ll acquire 

(Rise up) 
I fucked up but then I got it right 
(Rise up) 
It took a while I was suicidal 
(Rise up) 
You can do anything 

Make the change 
To rearrange 
Let go of pain 
Keep up the game 

Until you 
Rise Up

Let it Shine - JJ Taylor

We 
We have to fight 
Out in the bright light 
For this 
We cannot hide 
Out in the dark night 

Don’t you run 
Just face your fears 
Hold back those tears 
Cuz’ when you rise up 
No one can bring you 
No one can tear you down 

Now listen to what’s on my mind 

Stop 
You don’t need to hide 
Just say what’s inside 
Don’t hold back 
Just take it outside 
There’s more room to run 
So just speak your mind 

Free your soul 
And let it shine 

They 
They got their minds set 
On what’s right and what’s wrong 
And they’re 
Gonna judge 
And we can’t control their minds 

Don’t you run 
Just face your fears 
Hold back those tears 
Cuz’ when you rise up 
No one can bring you 
No one can tear you down 

Now listen to what’s on my mind 

Stop 
You don’t need to hide 
Just say what’s inside 
Don’t hold back 
Just take it outside 
There’s more room to run 
So just speak your mind 

We will win 
Cuz’ we are right 
And they are wrong 
I know 
It’s a crazy world we live in 
Where some don’t get a voice 
Now don’t they see 
That we are here 
And we are here to stay 
So don’t you rain 
On my parade today 

Stop 
You don’t need to hide 
Just say what’s inside 
Don’t hold back 
Just take it outside 
There’s more room to run 
So just speak your mind 

Let it shine 
Just let it shine 
Yeah 
Let it shine

Revenge - Jade Taylor

I was betrayed, exposed, 
Disgraced 
With no prospect of repent; 
I was brought down down down; 

Oh, I searched high 
And through to the depths below; 
You’re no where to be found, 
But I will not back down 

No, I will 

Plot, connive 
Formulate my strategy; 
Plot, connive 
Fabricate my master piece 

I think I’m ready; 

I think I’m ready; 

I think I’m ready to  
Reek my revenge; 
I’m comin’ for you  
Better keep your defense; 
As you can see I am 
Heavily motivated 
To bring you down; 

I’ll be there in the  
Dead of night 
Creepin’ till I’m right 
By your side; 
Soon you’ll find that there’s  
Nowhere left to hide; 
You’re mine; 

So you like to play hide and seek; 
Take your time; 
I’ll smoke you out in the end; 
Redeem what’s been condemned while I 

Play along; 
Pretend I feel I belong 
Like nothing you have done 
Could ever make me run; 

No, I will 

Plot, connive 
Formulate my strategy; 
Plot, connive 
Fabricate my master piece 

I think I’m ready; 

I think I’m ready; 

I think I’m ready to  
Reek my revenge; 
I’m comin’ for you  
Better keep your defense; 
As you can see I am 
Heavily motivated 
To bring you down; 

I’ll be there in the  
Dead of night 
Creepin’ till I’m right 
By your side; 
Soon you’ll find that there’s  
Nowhere left to hide; 
You’re mine; 

You’re mine; 
Oh, you’re mine; 

I’ve thought it 
Over a thousand times; 
How it’d feel; 
Feel to meet 
Face to face; 
Eye to eye; 
What I’d do; 
Oh, what I’d do; 

And I 

I feel it 
Comin’ near from afar; 
I’ll prevail, 
Triumph o- 

Over all; 
Yes, I will; 
Mark my words! 
You’ll be mine! 

Mine; Oh 

I think I’m ready 

I think I’m ready 

I think I’m ready to  
Reek my revenge; 
I’m comin’ for you  
Better keep your defense; 
As you can see I am 
Heavily motivated 
To bring you down; 

I’ll be there in the  
Dead of night 
Creepin’ till I’m right 
By your side; 
Soon you’ll find that there’s  
Nowhere left to hide; 
You’re mine;

Distract Me - J-Hei Taylor

Everyone’s got shit to deal with 
And you gotta find something to relieve the pain 
Life is full of possibilities, responsibilities  
That you gotta take on 

And I gotta say 
It’s getting to me 
And I need a way out 
I gotta get out 

Distract me 
Take hold of me 
Don’t set me free 
Just let me be 

Content, serene 
I don’t want to relieve my past 
I don’t want a distorted scene 
I wanna be up high in the night sky 

Cuz’ no one can see you cry in the dark 

Can’t you see I’m trying 
But lagging behind 
I like to do what society tells me not to do 
It thrills me and kills me 

Cuz’ in a weird way 
They got you 
Possess you 
Control you 

Distract me 
Take hold of me 
Don’t set me free 
Just let me be 

Content, serene 
I don’t want to relieve my past 
I don’t want a distorted scene 
I wanna be up high in the night sky 

Cuz’ no one can see you cry in the dark 
The dark 

Can you see me through the days and nights 
Body screaming but with words gone dry 
I open up and get shut down 

Next time you miss me I’ll be on the run 
Leaving nothing not a trail of crumbs 
Watch me make my great escape 

Cuz no one can see the truth in your eyes 
And no one can know the life you despise 
And no one can be the savior to your mind 
Just gotta get out gotta get out 

Distract me 
Take hold of me 
Don’t set me free 
Just let me be 

Content, serene 
I don’t want to relieve my past 
I don’t want a distorted scene 
I wanna be up high in the night sky 
Cuz’ no one can see you cry in the dark

Gone - J-Hei Taylor

She was 
Strong, brave, bold 
Nothing could hurt her 
She was 
Certain, definite, sure 
Nothing could phase her 

She told it like it was 
She was honest and blunt 
About the things she believed in 

She was 
Now she’s not 

She flew up high in the sky 
But she broke down 
A bit at a time 
A bit at a time 
She tore down every wall 
But suddenly 
Came to a 
Stop stop stop stop stop stop 
Stop stop stop STOP. 

Now she’s unrecognizable 
Now she’s unidentifiable 
She’s just gone 

She is 
Weak, shy, afraid 
Of the things that surround her 
She is confused, indicisive, doubtful 
With everything she does 

She never speaks up 
She is quiet and silent 
When she knows what’s right 

She is 
But she was 

She flew up high in the sky 
But she broke down 
A bit at a time 
A bit at a time 
She tore down every wall 
But suddenly 
Came to a 
Stop stop stop stop stop stop 
Stop stop stop STOP. 

Now she’s unrecognizable 
Now she’s unidentifiable 
She’s just gone 

What would you do 
If everything you knew 
Was changed? 
An alternate reality 

What would you do? 
Would you fight? 
Or leave the alternate reality 
To spread.. spread.. spread... 

I do not belong 
In this alternate reality 
I cannot belong 
In this alternate reality 
I will not belong 
In this alternate reality 

I flew up high in the sky 
But I broke down 
A bit at a time 
A bit at a time 
I tore down every wall 
But suddenly 
Came to a 
Stop stop stop stop stop stop 
Stop stop stop STOP. 

Now I’m unrecognizable 
Now I’m unidentifiable 

I’m just gone 
To an alternate reality 
Get me back 
To my original reality 

I do not belong 
In this alternate reality 
I cannot belong 
In this alternate reality 
Get me back 
Get me back

My Boyfriend. - JJ Taylor

Listen up closely 
Got a good story 
Riddled with complication 

Started at a party 
I’d been a bit naughty 
Givin’ into every temptation 

When out of the corner 
I spotted a joker 
To add to my card collection 

He took my hand 
We started to dance 
And up we fly till it’s damnation 

The higher we fly 
The further we go 
When suddenly there’s the question 

Are we to belong 
To no one but one 
And cut off all budding connections 

The thought to commit 
Always makes me sick 
So there is just one solution 

He tags along 
And so we become 
The product of our generation 

My boyfriend and I are flying high 
High from judgmental eyes 
That could not recognize 

That my boyfriend and I are far different 
From all those hypocrites 
Those fake relationships 

Sit down a minute 
This stories addictive 
And I’ve barely scratched the surface 

We made a commitment 
To love in addition 
To living as independents 

After a time it seemed 
We changed our minds you see 
No one attempted to test it 

Then the day came 
The chance to make way 
And prove we were never fictitious 

I took the first step and I 
Never had guessed that it’d 
Lead to our very destruction 

But looking back now it seemed 
I’d left him fumbling 
Feeding his own desperation 

It was his turn to prove 
Our relationship true and for him 
He felt his days were waning 

He took her hand 
They started to dance 
And down we fall to it’s damnation 

My boyfriend had finally found someone 
To make a connection 
And I bet it was fun 

But my boyfriend had broken up some rules 
To make his wish come true 
And did it all with you 

All all for you (x4) 

I don’t know who you are 
Think you’re a superstar? 
It’s one thing to be late 
But I know where you are 

Said you’d be here by 10 
But you were hours off 
You missed the party dear 
To fuck some random thot 

I thought we made a plan 
Not only for that night 
To put each other first 
Over a tasty bite 

Well, I can see 
There’s no reason for me to believe 
You’d keep for days 
You had forgot protection 

My boyfriend is fighting for his life 
Defending every right 
For fucking her that night 

But my boyfriend had pushed back plans for some- 
one else to have some fun 
Then meet me when he’s done 

Oh, my boyfriend has surely crossed a line 
A line he’d never find 
Had he not been so blind 

Now my boyfriend is frozen from the fright 
That he hastily might 
Have cheated our whole way of life 

This can’t be the end 

Is this the end 
This can’t be the end 

For my boyfriend

Memories - J-Hei Taylor

I used to think 
I was the only one 
No one could understand me 
I was denied 
The right to 
Speak my mind 
Oh, those were the days 

I was classified 
As being strange, peculiar 
Objectified, I had to change 
The way I think, 
I dress, I speak 
I still can see the days 
They called me out 

It’s pulling me down 
Did you know 
How I’m being brought down 
By the memories 
It’s breaking me 
Slowly 
But ending me 
Surely 

My life’s the same now 
But now I know 
I’m not the only one 
I am allowed 
The right to 
Speak my mind 
Now is the time 

I am classified as 
Being strange, peculiar 
But now I have the guts to say 
That I am who I am, 
And that is me, 
And I don’t want to 
Be no one else 

But it’s pulling me down 
Did you know 
How I’m being brought down 
By the memories 
It’s breaking me 
Slowly 
But ending me 
Surely 

It’s like a picture show 
Through my head 
No one can turn it off 
It is everlasting 
It is everlasting 

And I cringe 
Again and again I cringe 
At the thoughts inside my head 
The reminiscent thoughts inside 

Are pulling me down 
Did you know 
How I’m being brought down 
By the memories 
It’s breaking me 
Slowly 
But ending me 
Surely 

It’s like a picture show 
Through my head 
No one can turn it off

I Walk On - Jade Taylor

Block out my speech 
And we’ll see how that goes 
Censor my words 
And we’ll see if that holds 
Wouldn’t walk in my shoes 
Wouldn’t step in my skin 
You made the call 
And i finally gave in 

And I walked on 
Hiding 
And you walked on 
Unaware, 
Unable to understand 
My mind is complex 
I think a lot 
And that’s my curse 
But I walked on 
Now I’m walking away 
From you 

Playing your cards 
And it seems we’re a game 
Making your moves 
And it seems your just a fake 
You put up all these walls 
Your protected by a shield 
You stood firm 
And I finally gave in 

And I walked on 
Hiding 
And you walked on 
Unaware, 
Unable to understand 
My mind is complex 
I think a lot 
And that’s my curse 
But I walked on 
Now I’m walking away 
From you 

This black hole 
Darkens my sight 
I can’t think straight 
It’s forcing me in 
All these thoughts 
Of bitterness and doubt 
Are taking me in 
And I know 
Sometimes they can’t change 
But I say 
He’ll come around someday 

And I walked on 
Hiding 
And you walked on 
Unaware, 
Unable to understand 
My mind is complex 
I think a lot 
And that’s my curse 
But I walked on 
Now I’m walking away 
From you

Numb - J-Hei Taylor

I feel nothing 
What am I to do 
With this nothing feeling 
What am I to do 
When the one that broke me 
Made me feel nothing 

I’ll go on 
And be numb 
With the feeling 
I’ll be blank 
And be strong 
With the feeling 

I am not affected 
By your words 
By your choice 
They mean nothing 
I will not listen to your woes 
To your pleas 
I feel nothing 
Nothing 

Am I hurt 
Again and again 
I contemplate this 
Does the lack 
Of emotion 
Signify that i am hurting 

I’ll go on 
And be numb 
With the feeling 
I’ll be blank 
And be strong 
With the feeling 

I am not affected 
By your words 
By your choice 
They mean nothing 
I will not listen to your woes 
To your pleas 
I feel nothing 
Nothing 

Breath in 
Breath out 
I feel nothing, nothing, nothing 
Breath in 
Breath out 
You are nothing, nothing, nothing 

I understand 
The choice you made 
But that’s not enough for me 
And your choice 
Led us to this moment 
Where I 
Have to make my choice as well 

And I’ll have to go on 
And be numb 
With the feeling 
I’ll be blank 
And be strong 
With the feeling 

I am not affected 
By your words 
By your choice 
They mean nothing 
I will not listen to your woes 
To your pleas 
I feel nothing 
Nothing 

I feel nothing, nothing 
I feel nothing, nothing 
You are nothing

When a Door Closes - Jade Taylor

I wish I could 
Go back to the days 
Of ignorance and bliss 
Relive the joys 
And laughs we shared 
When i was just a kid 

But I’m older now 
I’m stronger now 
I’m wiser now 
To not let you back in 
You don’t understand 
You can’t comprehend 
So let me make it clear 

Stay out 
Don’t come in 
I’m closin’ off 
So that you can’t get in 
Read the signs, hear my words 
I’ve said it all before 
I closed the door so 

What are you still here for? 

I wish i knew 
How it came to be 
Like this 
My memories 
Are a blurr 
But i remember this 

The contradictions 
The accusations 
The entanglement 
Of your misconception 
The fights that we had 
The wrongs that you have 
Who do you expect me to believe? 

Stay out 
Don’t come in 
I’m closin’ off 
So that you can’t get in 
Read the signs, hear my words 
I’ve said it all before 
I closed the door so 

What are you still here for? 

You just walk in 
And talk to me 
Yeah, you’re talkin’ to me 
So casually 
Like it’s magically alright 

You just talk 
And confide in me 
Yeah you’re dumping 
All your problems onto me 
Yeah, that’s not really alright 

Cuz’ i closed the door 
I closed the door 
I closed the door 
I closed the door 

Stay out 
Don’t come in 
I’m closin’ off 
So that you can’t get in 
Read the signs, hear my words 
I’ve said it all before 
I closed the door so 

What are you still here for? 

Why are you here?

hey, ive been thinkin - JJ Taylor

Grab a drink 
No time to think 
It’s the end of the week 
And it’s time to release 

Turn on TV 
Re-re release 
All the time that he took 
From your mind on repeat 

Pre-Chorus: 

Don’t even 
Don’t don’t don’t even 
He’s got you now 

Don’t even 
Don’t don’t don’t even 
And then he calls you up and you’re like 

Oh my God 
I’ve gotta drop all that I got cuz’ when 
Am I even gonna get the chance 
To see him again 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ maybe 
We could be fine 
If we just had one night 
Where we could see the stars align 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ 
Okay, see you goodbye... 

Weeks go by 
I bide my time 
If only to 
Keep that boy outta my mind 

Screens call to me 
Can’t seem to leave 
They help distract from the 
Hold that he’s hooked onto me 

Don’t even 
Don’t don’t don’t even 
He’s got you now 

Don’t even 
Don’t don’t don’t even 
And then he calls you up and you’re like 

Oh my God 
I’ve gotta drop all that I got cuz’ when 
Am I even gonna get the chance 
To see him again 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ maybe 
We could be fine 
If we just had one night 
Where we could see the stars align 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ if 
You came here tonight 
I could show you with wine 
That I am worth it every time 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ 
Okay, see you goodbye... 

Goodbye...

Oh my God 
I’ve gotta drop all that I got cuz’ when 
Am I even gonna get the chance 
To see him again 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ maybe 
We could be fine 
If we just had one night 
Where we could see the stars align 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ if 
You came here tonight 
I could show you with wine 
That I am worth it every time 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ maybe 
We could be fine 
If you payed me some mind 
And we could make the stars align 

Hey I’ve been thinkin’ 
Hey I’ve been thinkin’ 
Hey I’ve been thinkin’ 
I should go

thinks im CRAZY - JJ Taylor

A boy thinks I’m 
Crazy 
That’s because I maybe 
Wrote down all my 

Pessimistic, apoplectic, egotistic 
Thoughts I’ve had about 
The rumors 

Going through the heads and ears 
Of all my friends and all my peers 
I couldn’t let him walk away 
I had to make him feel my pain 

And so I skipped up to his door and 
Dropped my letter on the floor 
He probably thinks I’ve lost my head 
But I don’t give a fuck who says I’m 

Crazy 
Maybe I’m just angry 
At the way he lazily 
Told his little lie 

Well, maybe I am crazy 
To speak up when I’m angry 
Cuz’ I should have just lazily 
Bit my tongue in spite 
Of his little lie 

Actually I’d rather write my 

Pessimistic, apoplectic, egotistic 
Thoughts I’ve had about 
The rumors 

Going through the heads and ears 
Of all my friends and all my peers 
I couldn’t let him walk away 
I had to make him feel my pain 

And so I skipped up to his door and 
Dropped my letter on the floor 
He probably thinks I’ve lost my head 
But I don’t give a fuck who says I’m 

Crazy 
Crazy, crazy, crazy 
Maybe I am crazy to you

Oops! - JJ Taylor

You've got a way about you 
All that I know is that I like it 
Yeah, I really like you 

Been thinkin' ‘bout you lately 
Been runnin' out of ways to distract me 
Instead would you like to see me 

Oops I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I wish you better luck next time 
Oh well 
Not tryin to be a tease but 
Turns out your not enough for me 
I gotta go I think it's time 

Oops I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I thought I'd work it out this time 
Oh well 
On to the next one 
Your touch someday I'll think about 
But now I'm good I think I’m fine 
Oops I changed my mind 

I like to dream about you 
I’d like to bring out your wild side 
Wouldn’t that be so nice 

Your touch, it screams around me 
I can’t stop how your driving me crazy 
In fact, would you like to see me?

Oops I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I wish you better luck next time 
Oh well 
Not tryin to be a tease but 
Turns out your not enough for me 
I gotta go I think it's time 

Oops I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I thought I'd work it out this time 
Oh well 
On to the next one 
Your touch someday I'll think about 
But now I'm good I think I’m fine 
Oops I changed my mind 

Hot then cold 
On and off 
In then out 
Out we go 

It was doomed 
From the start 
Push then pull 
Us apart 

Said he loves me 
Said he loves me not 

Sink or swim 
Do or die 
Cuz one day 
You’ll survive 

Dark and light  
They combine 
Up and down 
Saves your life 

Said he loves me 
Said he loves me not 

I guess I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I wish you better luck next time 
Oh well 
Not tryin to be a tease but 
Turns out your not enough for me 
I gotta go I think it's time 

Oops I changed my mind 
Uh oh 
I thought I'd work it out this time 
Oh well 
On to the next one 
Your touch someday I'll think about 
But now I'm good I think I’m fine 
Oops I changed my mind 

Uh oh 
Uh oh 
Uh oh

You and I - Jade Taylor

History has made it's mark 
On us; 
Time and time again 
We've fallin' apart; 

It's taken me a while 
Just to get to the point 
Where I can realize 
My place is with you; 

But time is runnin' out; 
The clock is tickin' down; 
You're heading on your way 
And leaving me astray; 

It's okay; 
I'm okay; 

We knew this day would come; 
We saw it drawing near, 
Yet I'm not sure if  
I'm ready to let go again; 

I just keep hope that someday 

You and I 
Will stand side by side, 
Take hands and steal another kiss; 
'Cuz  
You and I 
Are one of a kind; 
I just wish we had a little more time; 

Where none of the mistakes me made 
Would keep us apart 
Anymore; 
No not anymore; 

We will not fall apart; 
Not now; 
'Cuz we have grown from the start; 
And how 

We've gotten this far 
Is amazing to me, 
'Cuz I'd thought that I'd  
Mess it up by now; 

But time is runnin' out; 
The clock is tickin' down; 
You're heading on your way 
And leaving me astray; 

It's okay; 
I'm okay; 

We knew this day would come; 
We saw it drawing near, 
Yet I'm not sure if  
I'm ready to let go again; 

I just keep hope that someday 

You and I 
Will stand side by side, 
Take hands and steal another kiss; 
'Cuz  
You and I 
Are one of a kind; 
I just wish we had a little more time; 

Where none of the mistakes me made 
Would keep us apart 
Anymore; 
No not anymore; 

Years from now 
I can see it happening; 
You'll take my hand in yours 
And you'll promise me a lifetime; 
Oh, years from now 
I can see it arising; 
Everything will fall right into place,  
'Cuz it had all been prearranged 
From the start; 

It's just a kid's dream; 
It's not the real thing; 
It's just a kid's dream; 
It's not the real thing; 
It's just a kid's dream; 
It's not the real thing; 
It's not a kid's dream; 
It's the real thing; 

Oh, I just can't help myself 'cuz someday 

You and I 
Will stand side by side, 
Take hands and steal another kiss; 
'Cuz  
You and I 
Are one of a kind; 
I just wish we had a little more time; 

Where none of the mistakes me made 
Would keep us apart 
Anymore; 
No not anymore.

Rewind - JJ Taylor

You were like me; 
A bird with broken wings; 
You sought to fly while I couldn't breathe; 
I still can't breathe 

Without thinking back 
To all the times we shared; 
It gives me life and makes me dare 

To put up a fight, 
'Cuz this isn't right; 
You made a promise I wish you kept; 
Now I'm standing here with nothing left; 

So I'll rewind 
Simply to pass the time 
And try to replace the emptiness I feel inside! 
And I'll rewind 
Over a thousand times 
To relive the days when it was just you and I! 

Our time was short; 
Too short; I couldn't see it through; 
Neither could you, but did you hurt at all 
When we were through? 

Now I realize that day 
We both lied 
When we had said that we would thrive; 

I'll give up the fight, 
But this isn't right; 
You made a promise I wish you kept; 
Now I'm standing here with nothing left; 

So I'll rewind 
Simply to pass the time 
And try to replace the emptiness I feel inside! 
And I'll rewind 
Over a thousand times 
To relive the days when it was just you and I! 

I'm hiding away; 
Away from the pain; 
I'll bury it down so I can stay sane; 
No one will help me now; 

It's too much to bare; 
Oh, I cannot breathe; 
I'll keep pushing it down so no one will see 
How hard I've hit the ground; 

Oh I 
Oh I 
Oh I 

I will rewind 
Simply to pass the time 
And try to replace the emptiness I feel inside! 
And I'll rewind 
Over a thousand times 
To relive the days when it was just you and I! 

I will rewind 
Simply to pass the time 
And try to replace the emptiness I feel inside! 
And I'll rewind 
Over a thousand times 
To relive the days when it was just you and I!

Its Time Ive Had Enough - J-Hei Taylor

Uh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Wuh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Wuh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Yeah, it's finally time I've had enough! 

Do you remember kissin' in that elevator? 
Or how 'bout makin out while parked in that church parking lot? 
Cuz I remember; 

Not only that, but I remember the fall 
And how you made me feel like I was nothing at all; 
Yeah, I remember; 
Yeah, I remember; 

So don't you dare think I want you back, 
'Cuz I don't and I won't ever be with you again; 
In fact, lately I've been wonderin' 

How could I miss that boy 
Who made me feel like a toy 
When I've got guys lining up for me 
As long and as far as the eye could see? 
So let me tell you, boy, 
I'm through giving up my joy; 
Since you can't even deal when it gets tough, 
I think it's time I've had enough! 

Wait, how 'bout messin' around on that football field? 
Or maybe in that same high school parking lot? 
Cuz I remember; 

Don't be distressed, I still remember the fall; 
And guess what? You are also "nothing" at all; 
Yeah, I felt nothing 
And now you're nothing, nothing, nothing; 

So don't you dare think I want you back, 
'Cuz I don't and I won't ever be with you again; 
In fact, lately I've been wonderin' 

How could I miss that boy 
Who made me feel like a toy 
When I've got guys lining up for me 
As long and as far as the eye could see? 
So let me tell you, boy, 
I'm through giving up my joy; 
Since you can't even deal when it gets tough, 
I think it's time I've had enough! 

The other day I took a trip to that old park bench 
Where I remembered all the reasons we had to end; 
And so I grabbed my guitar and headed to my car 
Where I embarked on a journey to face it all! 

Yeah, all the places I felt we were so strong 
I busted out my guitar and I sang this song 
To put an end to the pain; And guess what! 
I'm feeling so much better; 
I'm finally moving on! 

The elevator was first; 
I sat down and strummed; 
Then headed to that church, 
But I wasn't done; 
I rode down to that field and it's lot 
And I feel so much better; 
I'm finally moving on! 
Yeah I'm finally moving on! 
No really, I've moved on; 

So let me tell you, boy, 
I'm through giving up my joy; 
Since you can't even deal when it gets tough, 
I think it's time I've had enough! 

Uh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Wuh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Wuh oh wuh oh oh oh oh 
Yeah, it's finally time I've had enough!

Tell Me Now - Jade Taylor

Wasn’t ‘sposed to be this way 
Not at first 
But I’ll admit that I’d have those days when I 
Wished it were 

I guess that I should have known when to say no 
You pulled me in and I can’t seem so let go 
But now I’m done I won’t take this touch and go 
You better make your choice 

If you want me 
Then tell me now 
Without a doubt 
I want you on your knees 
If you want me 
Then tell her how 
You lost your way 
And strayed right into my arms 
Tell me now or I’m gone 

I could see that when word got out 
You were scared 
Didn’t want to see things play out so 
You prepared 
You cut off all your ties with temptation 
Swore you had a brand new revelation 
But then you come back at me with flirtation 
You better make your choice 

If you want me 
Then tell me now 
Without a doubt 
I want you on your knees 
If you want me 
Then tell her how 
You lost your way 
And strayed right into my arms 
Tell me now or I’m gone 

You’re pushin me don’t you see I cannot move on 
Until you keep her or leave her oh I’m so gone 
Oh I can’t stay or keep away 
Just put me out of my misery 
Just stay with her and set me free 
Free 

Oh! 

But if you want me 
Then tell me now 
Without a doubt 
I want you on your knees 
If you want me 
Then tell her how 
You lost your way 
And strayed right into my arms 
Tell me now or I’m gone 

Tell me 
Tell me 
Tell me 
Tell me now or I’m gone 

Tell me 
Tell me 
Tell me 
I guess that means I’m gone.

Ended Up In HELL.- JJ Taylor

Beware of the Devils Three-way! 

For a year I did not stray 
I would flirt but then that’s the game 
I was never his to claim 
Yet I let myself adorn the name 

And then I saw your face 
And it took my breathe away 
Life would never be the same 
We all knew that when we made our way 

And we ended it up in hell 
Having caged upon ourselves 
I can hear the devil calling me 
He’s telling me 
I’m listening 

I could not believe my eyes 
Terror filled me up inside 
Have I torn apart his sanity 
I can’t believe 
It’s not happening 

Yet we ended up in hell 

How I wish I saw the signs 
It was damning yet I stayed resigned 
I recall that fateful night 
And I grasp it while I delight 

But then I see your face 
And it takes my breath away 
I just sit and stare with fright 
Knowing not how I could mend your mind 

Cuz we ended it up in hell 
Having caged upon ourselves 
I can hear the devil calling me 
He’s telling me 
I’m listening 

I cannot believe my eyes 
Terror filled me up inside 
Have I torn apart his sanity 
I can’t believe 
It’s not happening 

Yet we ended up in hell 

Hell hell 
Hell hell 
Hell hell 
Hell hell 
Hell

Please, Just Stay- J-Hei Taylor

I got this feeling 
This one’s different 
Than the ones before 
This makes me weak 
Around your presense 
And when I’m alone 
just thinkin’ about you 

My heart starts racing 
By the touch of your hand 
On my skin 
And when you take 
Me in your arms 
I just have to give in 
Cuz’ I’m in deep 

You put a smile 
On my face 
When I see you 
I just cannot look away 
You’re dorky and sweet 
And that’s nice 
You know why? 
Cuz’ I’m exactly the same way 

Maybe a little more 
But that’s OK 
I caught you 
And you caught me 

So can we please just stay? 

I got the feeling 
You’re just 
Too good to be true 
All you do 
Is think of 
Everyone else but you 
You’re just incredible 

You talk so sweetly 
Being thoughtful and 
Careful with your words 
You think before you speak 
A habit that I adore 
But it’s not needed cuz’ 

You put a smile 
On my face 
When I see you 
I just cannot look away 
You’re dorky and sweet 
And that’s nice 
You know why? 
Cuz’ I’m exactly the same way 

Maybe a little more 
But that’s OK 
I caught you 
And you caught me 

So can we please just stay? 

Now I’m not naive 
To believe 
That we are forever 
but i will hold onto you 
Until i have no choice 
But to let you go 
But for now 

You put a smile 
On my face 
When I see you 
I just cannot look away 
You’re dorky and sweet 
And that’s nice 
You know why? 
Cuz’ I’m exactly the same way 

Maybe a little more 
But that’s OK 
I caught you 
And you caught me 

So can we please just stay? 

Until.

All Day- Jade Taylor

I just wanna 
Lay here in bed 
With the shades closed 
All day long 
Catch some Z’s 
On the down low 
And maybe 
Have some fun 

You can stay with me 
If you like 
It might be nice 
To have someone hold me tight again 
I’m sensitive to your touch 
Highly aware of your skin on my skin 
So let’s just chill up in here 

All day long 
All day long 
All day long 

We will not 
Move an inch away 
From this bed post 
All day long 
Eye’s on me 
And believe 
I’m in this for the chills I get 
When your lips touch mine 

Please stay with me 
Don’t you stray 
It’s been a while 
Since I’ve had someone to 
Hold me tight again 
I’m sensitive to your touch 
So hold me in your arms 
Keep me warm 

All day long 
All day long 
All day long 
All day long

Take Me Now- J-Hei Taylor

We’re just gliding along 
Waiting 
Just waiting 
No one seeks to jump out 
We stay in line 
And that’s just fine 

But with you 
I might break 
I might step out of this non stop never ending line 

Take me now 
I want a taste of your lips 
Don’t dismiss 
Cuz’ i need it now 
Take me how 
You got my mind to promiscuously 
Stray from the norm 
I don’t know, 
but just come to me now 

Now 
Take me, just take me now 

Everyone thinks the same 
‘Stay cool 
Don’t make the first move” 
See they all built this wall 
Cuz’ they’re afraid 
That they might fall 

But with you 
I’m not scared 
And i’m stepping out of this 
Non stop never ending line 

Take me now 
I want a taste of your lips 
Don’t dismiss 
Cuz’ i need it now 
Take me how 
You got my mind to promiscuously 
Stray from the norm 
I don’t know, 
but just come to me now 

Now 
Take me, just take me now 

I don’t know 
What it is 
About you 
you just got me in a fix 
I have always been 
Half way in, half way out 
But now I’m ready 
To go all in 

So please just 

Take me now 
I want a taste of your lips 
Don’t dismiss 
Cuz’ i need it now 
Take me how 
You got my mind to promiscuously 
Stray from the norm 
I don’t know, 
but just come to me now 

Now 
Take me, just take me now 

Now 
Take me 
Just take me 
Take me now

fly with me (anyway) - JJ Taylor

Take My Hand 
On a Cloud 
I don't know 
If we'll ever fall down 
But fly with me anyway 

Id take your hand 
On a cloud though 
I don't know if we'll ever fall down 
Id fly with you anyway 

1234 

Uh uh a oh 
Hey 
Lets go! 

The parties on!
The night has just begun. 
Lets grab a drink;
Keep on chuggin' till we're gone.
And so it goes..
All I need is time. 
And so it goes...
We just need TIME!

This is fun!
Not cliche at all.. 
Lets go outside;
Breathe that death into our lungs. 
And so it goes..
All I need is time.
And so it goes..
For that moment to arrive..................

Take my hand 
On a cloud 
I don't know if we'll ever fall down 
But fly with me anyway 

I'd take your hand 
On a cloud though
I don't if we'll ever fall down 
I'd fly with you anyway 

Watching you out of the corner of my eye 
I lie in wait for that moment to arrive 
And so it goes 
All I need is time 
And so it goes 
We just need time 

Here’s my chance, shoot to win or drink regret 
Ping pong’s fly, arc it high to hedge your bets 
And so it goes 
All we need is time 
And so it goes 
That moment has arrived 

Take my hand 
On a cloud 
I don't know if we'll ever fall down 
But fly with me anyway 

I'd take your hand 
On a cloud though
I don't if we'll ever fall down 
I'd fly with you anyway 

Hey hey!

Game On - J-Hei Taylor

Let's play a game.
Just you and I!
We can go head to head..
Or start side by side

Get ready set go.
I'll keep you on your toes..
And try not to let it show...
Just how weak I get
When you get close...

Oh yeah

It's true.
I"ve dropped most of my cards
While you
Have kept your poker face on.

You've left me
Powerless I must confess and I'm..

Stuck on
My next move that'll prove

To you
That this is all a game to me

Cuz' the Game ofLife
Holds less risk than reality...

So why not play the game?

Ooh oh yeah..

It's not over yet.
I've still got a chance
To turn this game around.
Just you wait and see

I'll leave you in the dust.
And watch you run amuck;
Attempting to write your wrongs.
Oh, how good it would feel
To be the one in charge...

Oh yeah

It's true. 
I"ve dropped most of my cards 
While you 
Have kept your poker face on. 

You've left me 
Powerless I must confess and I'm.. 

Stuck on 
My next move that'll prove 

To you 
That this is all a game to me 

Cuz' the Game ofLife 
Holds less risk than reality... 

So why not play the game?

I kept a secret!
I kept a secret!
Hahahahahaha
Lalalalalala

I kept a secret!
I kept a secret!
But I'll never tell you!

But I'll never tell you!

It's true. 
I"ve dropped most of my cards 
While you 
Have kept your poker face on. 

You've left me 
Powerless I must confess and I'm.. 

Stuck on 
My next move that'll prove 

To you 
That this is all a game to me 

Cuz' the Game ofLife 
Holds less risk than reality... 

So why not play the game?

 

Don't Touch - Jade Taylor

Swirlin’ faces 
‘Round the devil’s fire 
He stood waitin’ 
Beggin’ me to find 
Couldn’t hesitate 
Said he would make her mine 

Thirsting for the 
Taste that left me dry 
Rising fire 
Had to sacrifice 
To wade through depths unknown 
With locked gates behind 

Thrown against the wall 
I reached for his hand 
Shocked, he covered his heart 
And said 

Don’t touch 
I can’t handle the touch 
Don’t feel 
Don’t touch 

Drifting through the 
Days that have gone by 
Trapped by conscience 
Eating my insides 
To think I gave it up 
To try and make him mine 

Broken, wasted, 
Tossed and swept aside 
How could he dare 
To leave me high and dry? 
Against the chains I fight 
I’ll be unleashed in time 

Haunted by the gaze 
When I reached for his hand 
So shocked, he covered his heart
And said

Don’t touch 
I can’t handle the touch 
Don’t feel 
Don’t touch 

Sinking deep within 
The fiery depths 
Searching for some 
Fool to cast my hex 
Someone’s got to pay 
For that despicable wretch 

No more mercy 
Try me, please, I beg 
Give me any chance 
To write your end 
I’ll gladly risk it all 
To wreak my revenge 

Laughing at the way 
He altered his gaze 
So shocked he covered his heart 
And ran the other way 

And now I’m left with the growl 
Of desperation he found 
When he thought I was the clown 
That he could just fool around 

So here’s a warning for all of the fuck boys out there 
Who think they’ve got what it takes to take me there 
I’ll humor you and your deep dark twisted affairs 
But once you let down your guard  
I’ll bone you into a bind 
Strip you of your lies 
Till you understand why 
I say 

Don’t touch 
I can’t handle the touch 
Don’t feel 
Don’t touch, don't touch..

Don’t touch 
I can’t handle the touch 
Don’t feel 
Don’t touch

Confused - JJ Taylor

I feel a little confused 
About it all 
I'd like to understand 
Why I feel so small 

Don't you 
Have a clue 
That you are  
One out of so many people just like you 

I've been told I'm the only one of me 
But what if 
What if there's another one 

Just livin' out her life 
Maybe even a better one 
The possibilities  
Are endless don't you see 

Cuz' we live in a world full of people 
How am I supposed to stand out in this 
Great big world full of people 
Should I just stand down? 

Cuz what am I gonna do 
When the world takes a slap and knocks me down? 
I'm sure I'd get back up 
But how many times can I take before I break back down 

I'd like to know 
I'd like to know 

I guess we've all got our insecurities 
But what if 
What if there's a reason for them 

My friends will lie to me 
I don't know who else to believe 
The possibilities are endless 
Don't you see 

Cuz we live in a world full of people 
How am I supposed to stand out in this 
Great big world full of people 
Should I just stand down? 

Cuz what am I gonna do 
When the world takes a slap and knocks me down? 
I'm sure I'd get back up 
But how many times can I take before I break back down 

I'd like to know 
I'd like to know 

Why am I so naive 
To think that I got a shot 
Why is it so wrong 
To know exactly what I got 

I've gotta know 
I've gotta show 

We live in a world of people 
But there are ways to stand out in this 
Great big world full of people 
I will not stand down 

But what am I gonna do 
When the world takes a slap and knocks me down? 
I'd better get back up 
Cuz the worst is yet to come 
And no way I'm gonna break back down 

I've gotta know 
You've gotta know;

Just Fine - J-Hei Taylor

When I was a kid
I really wanted to die..
I really wanted to die..
But not for a year OR two OR five!

I really wanted the chance.
To have my life condense.
And watch your bodies tense.
At my short time limit..

I gave up that dream..
When I turned thirteen.
And started wishing for anxiety..
What the hell is wrong with me?

While everyone would play.
I'd walk around and think all day.
Hoping someday one would say..
Say how something is wrong with me...

No one needs to pay too close a mind
To a girl who's doing Just Fine.
Don't you see that smile on her face?
Clearly she has never been disgraced.

But you may find that once you pay some mind
To the girl who's doing Just Fine;
She will let that smile fall from grace...
Happiness departed and replaced.

I'd never ask for help.
I'd do or die by myself.
Besides, who could really tell..
Tell that something was wrong with me anyway?

I've always done my best.
Perhaps I have been stressed..
But not enough to suggest..
There was something wrong with me...

I've seen the countless creations my society has built to help those who need help.
Yet, I... was always told I’m. Just. Fine.


In order to be helped, I had to learn much more of myself than I knew how.
Oh, I... have always wondered Why MY 

Sleepless nights
Caused by the
Constant fights 
I had in-
side my mind 
Were making way to the outside.. 
Yet I was always left behind!.. cuz'

No one needs to pay too close a mind 
To a girl who's doing Just Fine. 
Don't you see that smile on her face? 
Clearly she has never been disgraced. 

But you may find that once you pay some mind 
To the girl who's doing Just Fine; 
She will let that smile fall from grace... 
Happiness departed and replaced.

When I was a kid, I really wanted to die.

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